i am exhausted all the time. and, lately, i dream about sleeping in and missing everything. it's funny how all of my dreams are about things like that. occasionally, i dream that i sleep in and miss school, or work, or life. other times, i dream that i can't make a decision, and that people are waiting on me. always, i seem to wake up stressed out. thank the Lord that i am almost done with this semester.

the truth is i don't think about you very much anymore. and i don't think about me, or him, or her, or any of that. mainly i just think about my future, and how i just want to live in an old house with a lot of fields nearby. Jesus, me, and the eventual you, the one that plays acoustic guitar and wants to eat healthy, too. the one that i have never met, probably. and i know that it won't complete me, or fulfill me, but sometimes i just want that day to come sooner. so for now, i'll sit and listen to folk songs, and be happy right where i am. i might even walk around barefoot again.