i am still running, and i wonder when i will ever stop. stop, and give it up for something that looks more like sitting still and waiting for Jesus Christ . sometimes i am just not okay at doing that. sometimes my heart just hurts and i know that God is big and has plans that i can't fathom, and that becomes a rock and an anchor.
summer is still coming, and coming. i love the warm air and the fact that i'm not taking any classes right now. freedom fest is in a few days, and i am ready for it. i am not looking towards anything else this time, like i usually seem to do. all i want is to be a light, one that isn't hidden behind or underneath anything else. i am done living like that. i'm trading in the half loves for the one true love, the one that doesn't ever fail. and i won't even miss them.
"so build me a home inside your scars, build a home inside your songs. build me a home inside your open arms, the only place i will ever belong."
-jon foreman.
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