a writer's rut

the words come and go but mostly they go, go, go, just out of my reach.

and so i stare at a computer screen for at least three of the nine hours in my day and wonder where they went and where they ever were and why i am doing this to myself.

but i keep coming back. it's time to take back the words and use them when i want to use them and not only to take care of this a mortgage.