i guess i am just not motivated to live much of a high school life anymore, but my mom is on a huge college kick so i'm freaking out about everything. i have a whole entire class devoted to shakespeare and it sort of terrifies me. good thing i never work, and only go to school 2 hours a day, MAX. i'll be glad when december 16th rolls around though.

provo is pretty good, when i saw philip on my porch i thought he was emma for one second because his hair was really long. i'm pretty happy down here these days, even when collin and i talk about our lack of friends, and everyone is mad at me. i went to the farmer's market yesterday, and a huge part of me just wanted to be the person that went there every week, and not to smiths after everything, like i usually do. i finally found a salsa there that keeps me content.
i keep buying peach rings even though i hate them, and i came home to an incense stick burning in my room yesterday. my life feels rushed lately, but i guess it really isn't. zach and i became friends again, and i feel like i waste too much gas. i miss last summer, when not everyone wanted a ride everywhere. i don't really know what to do with myself now that LOST doesn't take up all of my life. it still takes up most of my thoughts though, i think i've seen 3 charlies and an eko in the past week or so. i think i'm going to keep my hair this color for as long as i can, and i think i'm going to wear more headbands.

i might sneak in an extra trip to sandy next weekend, mainly because i like driving on the freeway and also because joseph wants me to watch their band, everytime. i don't know though, there are other places to drive to and other bands to hear.